JALLEN
someday it will

Kwa Liang Hao
16September1990
Loves everyone around me
Loves all the fucking colors
Traveling around
Sugar; Food
Meeting you someday


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    I MISS MY FRIENDS
    Monday, November 16, 2009, 8:52 PM

    The feeling of missing you doesn't go away. Godfuckingdamnit.

    Today i was alone in the toilet, not saying that usually i am not alone, but i'm just saying i'm alone. So anyway, i was alone in the toilet and i started thinking about things.

    And suddenly my friends and family drifted into my thinking spaces.
    It's like those momentary flashes of pictures of the times i've spent with all of the people i spent my entire life with. I don't know why these flashes occur to me while i was shitting but for a moment, i pondered whether or not life is telling me something.

    Probably that i'll shit myself to death.
    Or probably that i'll die soon.
    I don't know.
    Cause don't these flashes only occur when people are like dying?
    Yup.
    But don't be half as bothered as i am about the thought of death, cause that's not the point.

    Cause while my butt continued its quest of french kissing the toilet bowl, my mind continued wandering into the reasons why my brain has reminded me once more of these moments i've spent with the ones i love.

    And i kinda figured out the reason why.

    And that's life telling me to appreciate you guys a little more each and every single day.

    Cause i will never ever ever ever know when the hell will i shit myself to death, nor will i know when will any of you guys ever shit yourself to death. So might as well catch hold of the lovely little moments we share with each other and spend it well before one of us shit ourselves to death.

    I miss all of my friends. What if i never ever got to see anyone ever again?
    :(
    Somehow, i don't know why, i'm afraid i'll never get to see R again too.

    But you know what they say. It's the moments we've shared that counts. And the moments we remember that matters.

    Oh man.

    I MISS MY FRIENDS.
    Though i might see your fucking faces everyday, or so, i still miss you guys.
    And i don't know why.

    Maybe it's the shitting after all.

    Sighs.

    What's wrong with me :\






    Aww
    Sunday, November 15, 2009, 9:33 PM

    So i just checked my mail and check out what i received! :)
    Honestly, this cheered me up a hell lot and is really pretty damn cool!

    Click to enlarge.

    Aww, this is so sweet! :) Whoever you are, wherever you are, thank you very very much.
    Though i would know you're probably Singaporean cause of the way you type! Haha. But i respect your reasons for being anonymous though it itches me to know who you are. I also acknowledge your efforts for copying and getting it into a word document for me! Like, definitely, thanks a hell lot! :D Even i, myself, am not that hardworking to do that for myself.

    *blushes*

    Even my friends don't do that for me ;) Unless you're my friend luh! Then it's kinda dumb to remain anonymous. Otherwise, imma keep on blushing. Lol.

    Now, i will certainly read through but of course, i still would like to purchase the book as a support to the author as well as a form of collection! Thanks for looking out for me!

    Love,
    Lianghao






    Where is the love?
    7:34 PM



    Where's all the love?






    I miss you
    6:24 PM

    I MISS YOU.

    I MISS YOU TOO.

    RAWR. ):

    RAWRRRRRRR.

    and i really do miss you.






    My booklist for 2009
    Saturday, November 14, 2009, 1:44 PM

    Hello my dear people reading. I don't know how many of you read this page anyway and i don't know where you're from. But i would like to confess something to those that doesn't know me well enough yet.

    As you can see, despite all my social media updates and
    stufflikethat, i am actually, deep down within, a noob at technology. I wouldn't know about a new browser like Mozilla Firefox if my friends didn't tell me. I won't know what's Wikipedia if i didn't pretend initially about knowing it before going home to find out about it. I would never stumble across the ning blog if i've never gotten an invitation to join it for porn (and i did, oh gosh, i've sinned but whatever).

    And the thing i would to share today is, i don't know online shopping at all.
    At all.

    To put it simply, let me share with you my knowledge of online shopping.

    Sister : You want to get anything from
    xoxox's shop? (just realized if i put xxx and you might think it's a adult sex toy shop.)
    Me : Okay, link?
    Sister : -sends link-
    Me : -Choose clothes that i want.-
    Me : -sends links to sister-

    And ta dah, she handles the rest.
    The clothes will just magically arrive and she will just give them to me :D

    And honestly speaking, this form of online shopping, i like.

    But it's not a long term solution to my foreignness towards online shopping.

    And why the random topic about online shopping?

    GOOD QUESTION!
    (fuck you, i know i asked it.)

    Cause i would really really want to get a list of books but it's not on sale in Singapore thanks to the media authority, i'm guessing. They simply ban books that
    encourages homosexuality or something to do with it. Maybe you have a book on Harry Potter but if Draco Malfoy is gay in the story, SMA will probably ban it and it's entire series.

    Limiting our knowledge of the outside world is how the Government might want to
    protect us citizens. Oh yay. We are not ready. I am not ready. For being myself. Indeed i am not ready. And sometimes i wonder, who exactly are you to say, i am not ready. Rather, are you the one that's not ready? Hmm.

    Anyway, my list of books!
    There's a total of 9 books here and it's all gay-related. Yes, i am that stubborn/guai lan. They didn't allow books as such to come in, i'll find alternatives. I'll remember this list. I'll grow up and earn my own credit card to import. Or i'll find people who are willing to send me the book and help me get it :( Please?

    LOOK INTO MY EYES.
    How can you say no? Right?
    I'll thrown in a night with you? Lol. Kidding. (Seriously, kidding.)
    But i'll be honestly happy and thankful!

    And so the book list goes as such :

    Hero - Perry Moore

    Peter - Kate Walker

    Thinking Straight - Robin Reardon

    Strings Attached - Nick Nolan

    Double Bound - Nick Nolan

    Boy meets boy - David Levithan

    The brothers bishop - Bart Yates

    Desert Sons - Mark Kendrick

    Into this world we're thrown - Mark Kendrick

    Okay, i admit the last two attracted me partially cause of the cover page but however, the reviews are also pretty awesome and so i'm keen in finding out more about them too! :)

    I would be really grateful if you help me get it. Of course not all, but one of them? I'll pay! :D
    Like Edward! He got me Prayers for Bobby which is still in pristine condition (or at least the condition i received it :P).

    Sighs, the woes of an online-shopper-noob.

    Thanks! :D






    TWLOHA day!
    Friday, November 13, 2009, 8:28 PM

    I can't blog cause i have no time and i have projects due in time and test dates coming.

    They think us students can plan an event, go for field trips, come up with a resort at Ubin, research about child sex tourism, come up with a site for special interest tourism, plan an itinerary and take exams simultaneously.

    They think we're God.

    But we're not.

    Which sucks big time.

    Ughs.

    Or at least i'm not God. >:|


    On the hindsight, it's To Write Love On Her Arms Day today!

    To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.

    It's a movement, in short, to help people who are suffering from depression and its likes.

    And so guys, happy TWLOHA day today.
    You're not alone, definitely! :)

    Peace x






    iPod Nano
    Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 8:52 PM

    Yay. Lady luck has peed all over me for once and i won a lucky draw winning myself this 8gb iPod Nano. It's the older generation one, i think, cause it doesn't have a camera function to it, whereas the new ones do have that function.
    And oh, I don't really know why i used the term "peed" but it amuses me and i initially wanted to use the term "came" but figured peeing was much more appropriate. Though you might ask what's the point since i already blogged the word
    "came" afterwards.


    Much thanks to Shazlina from Health Promotion Board for being really patient and entertaining my emails questioning if she's for real or if she's a spam. Cause you see, my emails seem to be the magnet of all spams, with people telling me everyday someone somewhere had passed away and they wanna pass me all of their $100,000 worth of fortune. I hate these mails. It's like giving me a present then opening up to find a photo frame, always a disappointment.

    But of course, as sexy as the black nano is, none can beat this little chili padi i have way before the nano.


    And it's pretty amazing how this little piece of technology can hold so much sentimental value to me :) I might not be using it (yet) but hey, if one of them have to go, i'd rather lose the black nano over this shuffle!

    Thanks you guys once again for getting me this! :)

    So anyway, i haven't really figure out how to use both of them, considering the fact that i have to download itunes (which i haven't gotten to download yet) and that i have to charge both of them before using. Heck. I don't even know how to charge them. I mean, plug them in, yes, but how do i know if it's fully charged?

    Oh man. This really is confusing. They should have these gadgets pre-charged before selling so noobs like me won't be messed up. Ughs. Gonna wait til i have more time to settle these complicating issues out.

    Thank you lady luck. You can cum on me anytime :)
    Byee.

    (p.s. i don't intend to sell it, thanks)






    Alive
    12:30 AM

    It's so odd having to update now considering my monotonous lifestyle of going to school and going home and turning on my laptop only to get distracted by the amazing world of the World Wide Web and facebook. As much as i love facebook, i have to admit it that sometimes, these things are doing us much more harm than not. Only thing i can wish for now is that my blog has that amazing capability of doing harm at that standard. Then i'll be earning bucks from it.

    Yup, it's all about money nowadays isn't it. Commercialization, losing identity, what's-so-special-about-your-blog, and all that nonsense. Don't get me wrong people. I do love blogging. But equally as much, i love money and i recognize the fact that i
    need money as much as i love money which is equally as much as i love blogging.

    So the equation here will therefore be :

    Anyway, my dear ol' page ain't that biggie so its all wishful thinking and i'm gonna just stick to dissing and pissing off people using this page. Or at least as an educational tool and educate you guys about how important (i am) your loved ones are.

    So guys, today since i can't think of anything else to blog about other than my rising need for wealth. I shall pacify you with a very very very very very very very educational and meaningful picture whilst i go blog for my individual assignment :| Blogging has never been fake-r.


    If you're still not smiling about being alive, i don't know what else can make you smile.

    But maybe the idea that your loved ones are alive. That'll keep me going if i'm dead.
    Least they're still safe and sound and awesome.

    Lianghao






    Apologizing.
    Monday, November 09, 2009, 11:52 PM


    Okay, i'm sorry that all you losers out there has so much for me to say about and comment about and put you down about. I am sorry.

    hahaha.

    Just kidding.

    I fucking love every single buttwipe of you guys out there.

    And i'll be sincerely sorry if i ever hurt your feelings (or your teensy weensy ego).

    Love
    xoxox






    Obama's Speech
    Sunday, November 08, 2009, 7:38 PM







    Obama oh Obama, what is there not to like about you?
    Sometimes i wonder what does Singaporeans have to do to have this kind of progress. And i wonder what exactly does it take for us to have a leader that's so open to the idea of an equal society.
    I wonder, when will Singapore have an Obama of our own.
    Or maybe we should just wait, til he change America, which eventually change the world?

    Following in the trekked paths of others, seemingly a safe step Singapore's always taking.






    What i did on 07Nov.
    1:47 AM

    So i don't know if you've heard but i am really bored now. With the departure of my lovely boy, i'm all of a sudden at a freaking loss of what to do with all these spare time at night. And no, doing my work isn't a great suggestion at all. Considering my trend of last minute working. And i am trying to cut down on meeting my supper friends cause they are annoying to a point. I need a new supper clique :P They don't read here anyway, so i'm golden :)

    R,
    I do miss you still so you better be missing me too. :D
    Currently chomping down ice cream as comfort food at 1.49 am. If you were here, i can imagine the look on your face that goes
    salad is a healthier snack but it's okay, enjoy your snack too!
    Kinda missing it already so hurry up and set up your webcam.
    Love,
    Me.


    Anyway, had much fun at Timbre @ Arts House.
    It's simply an awesome place to just sit and drink though usually there is a need for reservations. The singer was awesome and we celebrated George and Valerie's birthday. Both Nov 11 babies.
    And Kelwin's too. Though yesterday was the special dedicated birthday to him, more celebration is always better :)

    George and Valerie

    Kelwin and GeokGee.
    Kelwin you look quite fat here btw. ;)




    This is my frog. He's really cute and has been with me for years, same as my pet dino (i'll take more pictures next time!). For now, tonight, it's all about froggy. I wanted to name it Ryan but he said he doesn't wanna be a frog. So i am still thinking of names. If you have a frog-like name that's suitable, please do tag your suggestions. And no, don't tag lianghao or jallen as a suggestion cause i am not naming it after myself... Though it would be pretty cool to do so. Hmm...


    Anyway, froggy is injured ):
    There's this cut on both sides of the legs and the insides are all spilling out. Imagine the pain it's going through, must be insanely awful. And the insides (sand) of froggy is also pretty annoying cause it's dirtying up my desk and my working area (actually it's just a table and cupboard) and so i decided to do something to save froggy.


    Ta dah! I tore up a piece of my white shirt and tied it around froggy's leg. Don't ask me what happened to that shirt cause i don't know myself too! But it's worth it cause froggy's insides stop spilling out and it's saved! :)
    I can't imagine a limp froggy! :(

    Oh, i think i should just name froggy, froggy. :D

    Ahh, boredom.

    Night sweeties.






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